Friday, September 14, 2012

Going Through a Lot

I know that I have been posting here non stop for a couple of days now about random things but I haven't posted about what I am going through right now. My girlfriend and I have been going through some rough times lately. I know that we both have our failures and faults but I never wanted for our relationship to end. We have been together for 2 years and 4 months now but we've been arguing so much lately that she always say that she's giving up. Being a fighter, I never gave up and am always finding ways to keep her.


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She means a lot to me and my world revolved around her for like forever. She was that person who accepted everything about me and made me happy even with her simple gestures. I received my first bouquet of roses from her, not one but two bouquets. I know that I may not be the most showy person but I really appreciate those and kept them both and am planning to even display them on frames. She is my everything and I don't know what I'll do if she leaves.

She said that she needed some time off, she asked for a month but promised to come back. I never was the positive thinker so all of these crazy things are running in my mind and I am so afraid that something bad might happen. She might see someone better, meet someone more worthy, thinks like that makes me go crazy. I know where she lives and was thinking of going there and talk to her personally. I am afraid of losing her and of losing everything that we've worked on.

This is too much, this feeling of doubt and fear that is running through me. I don't want any of this to end because I have made up my mind that I want to spend my forever with her. I need advice, I know that you barely know me but this is the only way that I can reach out to others.

Thank you so much loves for reading, stay fab.



12 comments:

  1. oh, so sorry to hear that! I hope everything would turn out great. it will be so always the better, trust me

    Lyosha
    Inside and Outside Blog

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  2. awwwhh.. that's ok muffin, i know you're a very strong person but it's okay to cry once in awhile to let it all out. and i know you want to fight especially if you really love the person. think of this as a challenge and you'll get through it, just hang in there. remember that every problem have a solution and never forget that you have friends, we're always here for you, you're not alone :) i'm always here for you to talk to muffin. message me whenever <3

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    1. thank you so much muffin .
      i know that it is okay to cry
      i have cried a million times for her .
      i don't want to lose her .
      thank you so much for being such
      a great friend muffin .

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    2. no prob muffin, what are friends for right. if you're fighting for the right reasons then there's a high chance that things will get better and i'm sure she wants to stay with you too muffin. maybe she just wants to let the dust settle first so you guys can sort out your differences. absences does make the heart go fonder, that saying is so true. and you know, if you're meant to be together then you'll find the way back to each other :)

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    3. THANK YOU so much muffin ,
      this is such a great way to communicate with
      other people and be able to get different sides .
      i love you muffin ,
      thank you so much for everything .

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  3. Love your blog!
    Following you dear and would love if you check mine and follow back if you like :)
    In a Blonde's Wardrobe

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    1. thanks dear ,
      i will definitely check your blog .

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  4. You have a lovely Blog, keep posting you're doing great!!! Check mine, if you want we could follow both on Gfc and BLOGLOVIN!!! xoxo from Rome

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    1. thank you so much dear ,
      i followed your blog .
      :)

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  5. hallo Keyti, I feel sorry for you. DOn't worry to much you'll solve your problem that's for sure. Just keep the faith and stay strong.It's gonna be alright.

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    1. thank you so much dear ,
      that really helped a lot .

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