My College Poetry Notebook: Here I Am

I have been to poetry ever since I could remember. I never stopped writing poems because it is like it's a huge part of my life. When I was in college I have a spare notebook where I write poetry and I will be posting them here on my blog.

This first poem is probably from my high school but am not really sure because I just pasted it in the notebook but I'll include it still. This is such a sad poem, I was going through a lot then and it shows in my poetry. Hope you guys will love it.

Here I Am

Here I am, all alone again,

Staring at these four walls again.

Wond'ring why I feel so hollow,

I don't know what road to follow.

My life is so full of sorrow,

Is this really what's meant for me? I don't know.

Here I am living my life,

In my I'm holding a knife.

To end the life of this miserable being

I don't know what I was doing

Even my head now is hollow

I don't know what road to follow.

Here I am, weary and confused

I feel that I am always accused.

Should I end my life now

or should I go on with it for now.

I need someone to help me decide

But I found no one by my side.

Here I am...